It's hard to let go

I wonder why I still get butterflies in my stomach when I see your picture or read your name,

I seem to have moved on but my wretched heart wants to replay that game,

I wonder why my scattered thoughts always gather to form memories of you,

I seem to have forgotten yet your face finds a place in my view,

I wonder why you still haunt my dreams when in reality you shun me so,

I seem to be drifting away from you, but then my heart begins to row,

I wonder why I still feel lonely even though I have company to keep,

I seem to have lost you but my faith wants to take a leap!

© kronosaphrodite 2015