When I am gone...

When I am gone

And you miss me

Look up at the skies

And you will know

I am looking too

At the same star

That shines so bright

And twinkles each night

When I am gone

And you miss me

I will send kisses with the wind

And hope it will be planted

Right where my lips

Would want to be

Making you dance in delight

Making you feel so right

When I am gone

And you miss me

I will open my arms

And I will hold you

Hoping you will feel my touch

The air will smell of you so much

I will feel you like the blood in my vein

I will breathe you until we meet again

© kronosaphrodite 2015

Yearning

Sometimes I just think of you and smile,

Wishing for eternity that you were mine,

But I know some things are not meant to be,

Still I hope we'd take a chance and feel,

The kind of feeling that make us real,

Know you inside out for better or worse,

Even if you aren't my blessing,

I'd still have you if you were my curse!"

© kronosaphrodite 2015

Don't lose hope when you lose love

When love took birth in my heart for you

An invisible umbilical cord formed between your heart and mine

It served as a channel for my feelings to pass through

It somehow paved its way deep into your heart

That’s how I instinctively fed you when

You were hungry for love and affection

That’s what kept my emotions aligned with yours

You cried I cried, you smiled I smiled

That’s what made me feel I belong to you

You and me were one, you were the missing piece of my puzzle

That’s what kept me attached to you

You were my kite I was your string

Now the cord has been poisoned with doubts and deceit

Now only pain flows through and damages the hearts

The kite having been through a storm wants to break free from its string

The missing piece having changed shape is looking for a different puzzle

So I cut the cord.....I let go

That’s the only way to drain the poison

Let the kite fly free, find its own way out of the storm

Let the missing piece detach, find its perfect fit in another puzzle

While I patiently wait until a new cord grows towards another heart

Determined never to let it be poisoned,

I will keep it strong, I will make it last!

© kronosaphrodite 2015

Love vs Lust

Lips on lips

Flesh on flesh

Passions soar

Bodies undress

Bodies merge,

Souls forgotten

Lust! That’s temporary...

Hand in hand

Heart to heart

Feelings soar

Emotions undress

Souls merge,

Bodies forgotten

Love! That’s forever...

© kronosaphrodite 2015

It's hard to let go

I wonder why I still get butterflies in my stomach when I see your picture or read your name,

I seem to have moved on but my wretched heart wants to replay that game,

I wonder why my scattered thoughts always gather to form memories of you,

I seem to have forgotten yet your face finds a place in my view,

I wonder why you still haunt my dreams when in reality you shun me so,

I seem to be drifting away from you, but then my heart begins to row,

I wonder why I still feel lonely even though I have company to keep,

I seem to have lost you but my faith wants to take a leap!

© kronosaphrodite 2015

Partner

Sometimes I cry alone and can’t get my feelings out

Sometimes I run from people and can’t get my head about

Sometimes my words choke in my throat and can’t be expressed

Sometimes my face openly reveals that I am distressed

But at the end of the day....

When I hear your voice, I feel excited

When I see a text from you, I feel cared for

Your actions not words pierce through my heart

For deep down you make me feel loved, you make me feel alive!

© kronosaphrodite

Soul connections

	The cracks in our soul fit into each other perfectly, we may look damaged individually but together we are whole!
	© kronosaphrodite 2016

BIRTHDAY TRIBUTE TO MY FRIEND ASHA

It was the year 2000, Yes! Nelco - Andheri East,
The year I joined TIS, when we our paths first crossed,
The day I saw you I just knew we'd be friends for life,
I can still drift to that day in my thoughts,
You were wearing a white salwar kurta,
I thought you looked like an angel,
So sweet, having a soft warm glow around you,
And your smile, it could calm any storm!
I am glad from that day onward, we had established a bond,
And today I realize, when I look back in retrospect,
You have always been
My angel, my godmother, my confidante, my friend,
Always supporting me, loving me, correcting me, encouraging me,
Never judging me,
The last 14 years with you has been a splendid ride,
Of emotions, experiences and most of all joys,
So today dear friend on your birthday, I would like this to say,
You are one of the treasures in my life that I'd like to keep forever,
I pray you have, all that you dream of and much more,
I hope our friendship is carved in stone,
And the torch of our love shines forever bright!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASH! Love you always! 

 © kronosaphrodite

FALL DOWN SEVEN TIMES, STAND UP EIGHT

Broken bridges, broken life

Bitter feelings add to your strife

Left alone, left you are,

To face the blows, to face the mar

It won't matter, whether you burn or quiver

Fate she will take as much as you give her

Blown to bits your dreams, it wasn't fair

Get over it like it wasn't even there

Marching ahead, no boulder spread

Can stop you on your way

Tears flow all too slow

But you push to keep them at bay

Strength they say will bear the weight

Of wounds inflicted on your soul

Perseverance shall pave the path

Unto making you whole

© kronosaphrodite

LOST IN LOVE

I am so tired of being strong,

Waiting patiently all along,

So I try to hum this little song,

It helps me get going on this road so long,

Sometimes I stray, wonder what went wrong,

Sometimes I don't know where I belong!

I am so thankful, I can still play this game,

Feel alive when I hear of your name,

I try to be worthy but don't fit all the same,

Is it just me or my destiny to blame?

When the mind's mad with desire, it's hard to tame,

It's not ready to accept you aren't mine to claim,

I am so hopeful, I would let go to see,

Whether or not you come back to me,

And if our story is never meant to be,

I will forever be a shore reaching out for its sea,

The passion to love you is my soul's only plea,

There's a door to my heart for which, only you hold the key! 

© kronosaphrodite